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Sunday, September 06, 2009

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 21:46:27 GMT

...hi mom ._.

i have given my history to the anaesthetist and my body to surgeons.

Fri, 07 Nov 2008 00:41:49 GMT

so we all know that i'm a major fail!magnet, but this just takes it up a couple of notches.

go on, guess where i am right now.

if you guessed hospital, you're a freaking psychic. good on you.

it's pretty evident that my body hates me, so it decided to show the love in the best way possible - yesterday morning, i was standing at the side of my bed with my bag on the floor. somehow, my treacherous right leg [which i dislocated 4 months ago] gets hooked on the goddamn thing and next thing you know, i'm on the floor against my bookshelf with my right kneecap dislocated.

a-fucking-gain.

i was stuck in that position for about 45 minutes before the ambulance finally showed up, and took me away to the hospital.

the next morning, i underwent surgery on my right knee to tighten the loose ligaments and shave off bits of my meniscus so that the kneecap sits properly and doesn't keep popping out.

AGONY AGONY AGONY PAIN OH GOD IT HURTS SO MUCH.

i kept vomiting after the operation and couldn't eat at all the whole day. had to have two painkiller jabs since i coudln't take it in tablet form.

i really don't wanna sound whiny but god, my leg is giving me fucking hell. i'll have to go for physio later today, and i'm going to have to bend my leg 90 degrees and learn how to lift my leg up again.

in a way, i'm glad i'll be going for physio because i swear, anything will be better than my leg just staying in this position and hurting. the painkillers aren't having much effect on me.

but i'm also really dreading it too because moving it is going to be incredibly painful and after all those months of physio, all the time and money i spent on it only for this to happen again, i just feel so cheated. and all the plans i made for the next two months have just gone WHOOSH down the drain.

i'll be missing shem's, jon's and michelle's parties. i'll be missing mufti day. i'll be missing my UK trip. i'll be missing prom. i won't even be able to audition for prom since i can't play the piano with my stupid leg like this. feel like clawing my face off.

i'm gonna go now. starting to feel sick. guh.

WHO'S YOUR CELEB BOYFRIEND?

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 05:05:58 GMT

today on soompi, i saw a thread for WHO'S YOUR CELEB BOYFRIEND?. one featured DBSK, and the other of Big Bang [i haven't found a Super Junior one yet ]

so what you're supposed to do is, you have a .GIF picture of the band members going superlightningspeedfast and press Esc to stop it. whoever it stops at is, obviously, your "boyfriend"

these are what i got on the first try!

JAEJOONG~~~! *hyperventilates* my #1 favourite DBSK boy!
no wait. actually, he & yunho occupy top spot on my DBSK list. can't decide who's the ultimate hottest XD [in case you're wondering, the ultimate hottest in my overall list is of course choi siwon. obviously ]

haha, i was so glad to see this i was like YESSSSSSSS *pumps fist* and my mom was like "o_0 and ~~thought~~ remembered i was mental.

TOP~~~! again, the same reaction happened with this picture
this isn't the best photo of him [the ones i used to make icons of him are, though ], but it's still a nice sign that i got my two favourites from each band on the first try.

today is a good day. :)

[edit] ... damn. okay, so xangazon doesn't have DBSK on it's music list. but anyway, i'm listening to Rising Sun (순수) now. :D

[edit2] wow. yunho looks so fineeeeee with them aviators. NOW DO YOU KNOW WHY I HAVE SUCH A HARD TIME CHOOSING BETWEEN HIM AND JAE?!

okay okay i'll stop spamming this post now. going to the sunday bazaar with mich, ta :)

[ICONS] my favourites.

Sat, 25 Oct 2008 13:21:35 GMT

so i just got back from the debutante ball. it was pretty fun i suppose :) though i think it'd have been more fun if i was actually one of the debutantes

i'm bored. so i'm gonna post some of my favourite icons up.

CREDIT MIROTICONN@LIVEJOURNAL IF YOU'RE TAKING PLEASE :D
pssst! comments would be great too ya know

TOP is too damn gorgeous.

as is my darling Jae!

who could forget my husband Siwon ;)

and other miscellaneous favourites <3

a definite mark of my insanity - i bought two CHINESE magazines today. not that i can read any of them. oh, no.

i bought it because one of them had DBSK on the cover plus a poster of 'em, and another one 'cuz I saw a lot of DBSK in [you KNOW something's wrong when you can recognize them even in a very dark grainy picture] and it had a poster of Jae in. I couldn't resist.

sorry guys.

ps /// i will love you unconditionally and be your SLAVE4LIFE if you bought me the Super Show DVD.
it'll be christmas in a while. PRETTY PLEASE? :D

MIROTICONN

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 11:54:28 GMT

i have opened up my own icon LJ.

^ the banner takes you straight to my LJ. please click?
and yes, i DID buy Jay Chou's brand new Capricorn album and it is OMGSHAMAZING.

much love.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONGHAE-OPPA <3

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 12:20:33 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIDEN LEE DONGHAE

you're 22 [or is it 23? these korean "ages" are so damn confusing] already?! hard to believe when you act like such an adorkable kid, whether it's on full house, super adonis camp or EHB.

please take care of your health because it really hurts us ELFs when you're all exhausted and sickly-looking. keep smiling [and fanservicing with hyukjae ;D] always! fishy-oppa fighting!

xoxo
your crazy fan who thinks there's actually a chance you'll read this.

ps // thank god you finally cut your hair XD

unfortunately, i gotta go so i can't upload pictures of my beloved Haeface
but i will soon! promise :)

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 09:08:44 GMT

these japanese computers are obviously trying to kill me. *death glares at the computer screen*on the other hand, the connection here is like WHOOSH SUPERFAST :Di made 6 more icons since the last one. so here it goes (;'cuz i can't stop thinking bout those guys...

because jaejoong is da shizzz.

RAIN'S COMING!

bye lovelys :)

original icons... nervous smile

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 11:25:00 GMT

helloooo, xanga. *blows off cyber-dust*

well, i was playing on photoshop [yes, i got VERY distracted from my english essay] and i tried to make a couple of icons, featuring my two DBSK favourites, yunho & jaejoong [from their Mirotic MV and photoshoot] and one of siwon & sungmin .

CREDITS
onlyabreath
lifeisdolce
worship_elle
phaantasia

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Sat, 13 Sep 2008 04:01:17 GMT

Raja Petra, Teresa Kok and Sin Chew reporter arrested under ISA

PETALING JAYA: Malaysia Today news portal editor Raja Petra Kamarudin, Seputeh MP Teresa Kok and Sin Chew Daily reporter Tan Hoon Cheng were arrested under the Internal Security Act (ISA) here and in Penang.

The first person to be picked up was Raja Petra, 58, from his house in Sungai Buloh near here, followed by Tan, 32, who was arrested from her house in Bukit Mertajam, Penang. Teresa, 43, was detained at 11.20pm as she was on her way home in a car.

Detained: (From left) Raja Petra, Tan and Kok were picked up under Section 73(1) of the ISA.

All of them were arrested under Section 73(1) of the ISA for allegedly being a threat to security, peace and public order.

A team of police officers from Bukit Aman arrived at Raja Petra’s house at 1.10pm and led him away 40 minutes later.

The team also took some 15 VCDs on ceramah held by Opposition Leader Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim as well as 16 books.

Last week, the Department of Islamic Development (Jakim) and several Muslim bodies lodged a police report against Raja Petra, who is already facing criminal defamation charges for allegedly insulting the Malays, Muslims and Islam.

In a statement, Deputy Inspector General of Police Tan Sri Ismail Omar said Raja Petra was arrested based on surveillance that showed that he was involved in activities that could cause unrest among the multi-racial and multi-religious society of the country.

Tan, who was picked up at 8.40pm, was taken from her house in Taman Seri Rambai in Bukit Mertajam to the state police headquarters on the island.

Tan, 32, reported former Bukit Bendera Umno division chief Datuk Ahmad Ismail’s racist remarks while campaigning for the Permatang Pauh by-election.

Lee Kelvin from Guang Ming and Tan Ming Xao from Nanyang Siang Pau, who had vouched for the accuracy of Tan’s report had gone into hiding.

Kok, 43, who is also state assemblyman for Kinrara and the senior Selangor state executive councillor, was picked up over an alleged involvement with a resident’s petition over a mosque.

Acting Inspector-General of Police Tan Sri Ismail Omar confirmed the arrests of Tan and Kok.

Under the Section, police are empowered to detain the trio for a period of 60 days after which the Home Minister can decide on further detention.

Home Minister Datuk Seri Syed Hamid Albar admitted that the decision to detain people and issue show cause letters would be unpopular and would be criticised but it had to be done.

“While we may want to be popular, freedom without responsibilities has ramifications.

“We have to take action to protect the wishes of the majority,” he said.

Syed Hamid also said Raja Petra had been warned on many occasions in the last two years.

“Now, with so much public uneasiness, we do not want anything that can threaten peace in the country.

“The police looked at all aspects and, under present circumstances, the actions were necessary,” he added.

Is anyone else worried about the state of the country now?

Lastly, an excellent article by John Lee MK, who's only 22 years old.

CLICK HERE.

timeless.

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 14:03:13 GMT

hello guys (:

well, summer has pretty much killed off the urge to blog about anything other than my latest obsessions [currently it's super junior ]

however, i'm kinda short of time right now so here's a quickie.

watch this MV by xiah jungsu & zhang riin, timeless {parts I &II} plzkthx! it's a beautiful song, the harmonization sent shivers down my spine, the video's storyline is excellent [it made me cry doods. seriously. T_T] and... HANKYUNG & SIWON ARE IN IT. [betcha guys saw that one coming ]

siwon looks hot here. reaaaaaaally hot. hot with a TSSSSS! at the end. excuse me while i download this MV so that i can watch his gorgeous face over and over again on my brand new ipod nano :D

timeless, part I
&& timeless, part II.

enjoy!

edit // is it just me or does the first few notes of Timeless and SuJu's You Are The One sound a lot like the guitar riff of Jay Chou's Ye Qu?